Not so "happy" New year...

Well a lot has changed since my last post...

Shortly after returning back to Utah from being home for Christmas break I got a phone call that I didn't ever wish to receive....

January 9,2010 Brendan broke things off, I'm only blogging about it to avoid any questions because quite frankly, I don't want to talk about it, I don't feel the need to talk about it and more than likely it's none of your business.... That being said, I know people have been frequently checking up on here trying to get new updates about Brendan and I because so far that's mostly all I have blogged about... that will obviously no longer be the case. To avoid anyone asking me why, I quite honestly don't know why..  but I do know that he is going through something none of us can imagine unless we have experienced it. Initially we were going to work on things and try to be each other's rocks.... but things have since changed. He has someone else in his life and I've accepted that fact. My life has been a battle of ups and downs and I know it won't stop here, I care about Brendan and his family deeply and I wish them all the best. This is just one part of my journey in this life that I can't control, it's happened before and I'm sure that it will happen again. I appreciate all of the support that everyone gave us throughout our relationship and I know a lot of people are let down by this, but as I always say, "C'est La Vie..." I hope this answers questions for you all, I am not going to explain anything else, I just know how many people have been asking me about it and I'm sorry if I haven't replied to e-mails or messages about this subject. 

On a lighter note, I met Leigh Anne and Collins Tuohy (The mom and daughter from the story "The Blind Side") today and they were so inspirational, Leigh Anne makes me want to be a better person and she is so sweet. 

I hope everyone has had a safe and great new year so far...

xoxo,

Kels